hmm....

So, tomorrow is the day we go to Birthchoice and have an ultrasound. I got really discouraged when I was told by a friend that she went and they wouldn't tell her the gender. They also wouldn't tell my sis-in-law's brother's gf today. I have already talked to the lady who made my appt twice and both times she has told me that if I ask them and they can tell that they will tell me. I will be highly upset and disappointed if they won't tell me. It is one thing to not be able to tell because of the baby's position but to just not tell me because you don't want to then I am gonna be one mad momma. I understand the purpose of the free ultrasound but don't tell me that I will most likely find out if they don't plan on looking for it at all. I know I sound like a brat but this is really important to me. I just need to vent and the place for it is my own blog. haha 

So, I have been asked if I am having twins and NO I am not having twins. I really think I may be further a long. lol I know people say that but I really think I am. We will see either tomorrow or on the 30th what they will say. I do feel huge but I know people grow differently and I guess I am just one of those that show early. It really is amazing how woman are so different. I feel like I felt a small kick earlier. If it wasn't a kick I don't know what the heck it was. I have never felt that feeling before. I have been feeling fluttering the past week or two but nothing like that. So I am 17 weeks and 2 days today. I am so ready know what this baby is and so ready to start on the baby's room. I know Franz is excited too but probably not about the nursery since he will have to do all the work. LOL 


Thanks to my best friend for buying the cutest stickers for my growing belly and for the baby when he or she is growing each month. If you look in the pictures above you can see the 16 week sticker on my belly. Love you Ash! I have another one for 18 weeks so be looking for next weeks!Well, hopefully I will have exciting news to share tomorrow. Say some prayers!