"funk"

It is 10:00 on Sunday night and I have left the house once to go get  taco bell with Franz. I haven't felt like doing anything. I just feel blah lately. I have been in a "funk". I know it is just pregnancy but I hate feeling like this. I know Franz hates it too. Friday night, we went to dinner just us and it was nice. I jinxed myself by saying that it has been a few days since I got sick. Well, Saturday night I got sick and I have been very close today. I am also having a terrible time taking my prenatal vitamins. I have always had a hard time swallowing pills but now it makes me gag just the thought of them. The nurse gave me some samples of  CitraNatal Assure. They are as big as the ones I got from Target that I told her I was having problems taking. lol Oh well, Franz repeatedly tells me that I am not taking them for me so I need to get over it. He is right but I can't help that I get sick at the thought of them. Also, here lately I will crave something but when I get it or going to get  it I don't want it anymore. Just like Taco Bell tonight that I really wanted.. we got there and I really didn't want it but I knew Franz would get mad at me. lol It was good though when we got it home. I feel so bad for him sometimes.. he is really trying and I am not making it easier on him. He did rub my back last night. That doesn't happen very often at all I promise you that. It was short but sweet. It made me happy. :) Other things that are bothering me are smells. The trash made me throw up the other day. I let the dishes pile up for days because the thought of them made me gag. I also have to get up to pee around 3:30 and 6:00 A.M. Not sure why because I don't think this cute little blob is on my bladder just yet.  Sometimes I just want to laugh at all the symptoms I am having with this pregnancy. Franz just looks at me when I say "Gah, that smell is horrible". He is like "what smell?" Crack me up! Just the other day my friend Casey and I went to get ice cream and the smell outside DQ smelled like vomit to me. She didn't smell it of course. Even though I feel like I am in a "funk" I am loving every minute of it just knowing that this sweet  little baby is growing inside me. I love "it" so much already!


Franz and I decided we have to start cutting back on our spending. We have a lot to get prepared for and of course we have major expenses when the baby comes. I told him I would start cooking at night and I would try to use coupons too. I will not become one of those people though that buy things that I don't need just because I have coupon  like that tv show. But I will look to see if there are coupons and use them if we can. We do need to stop eating out. It is just so convenient especially when  the thought of cooking makes me gag. lol Oh well, I am going to try.  


So back to my names for the baby.. I guess I let people bother me a little bit about their comments about Brookelyn. I won't say their comments because I don't want to offend anyone else like I was. We are still definitely considering the name but I also like Katelyn. The reason we liked these names because it has my middle name in the name which is Lyn. It is still early on names but Franz and I want to have a named picked out for both. Austin Bradley is still the boys. I just love that name. August 30 seems so long away to find out the sex but I know it will fly by. We start back school August 2nd I will be busy with getting back to school. Franz wanted our appointment to be late in the afternoon so he wouldn't have to take off and I don't blame him but I am going to be so distracted that day it is going to be terrible. I am so anxious to get started on the room and start picking stuff out. Lindsey and I went to the mall the other day so she could get Tayte a swimming suit and I was in baby heaven! I can't believe how much cute stuff they have for girls. We are definitely in trouble if we have a girl. lol A boy or girl will be good with me but those girl clothes are adorable! 


Well, I am getting sleepy. OF COURSE! I will update after my appointment Thursday. Please continue to pray. <3 Oh check out these adorable onsies that Aunt Ashlie made Baby Seyerle. Which one do you think the baby will wear? Blue or Pink?! So lucky to have such a wonderful best friend! Love you "Aunt"Ashlie!